Have you ever despised your enemy? Have you ever hated your enemy so much that you prayed for them to be judged instantly? Or for karma to catch up with them, because of how bad they treated you?
I have done even more than that. I have prayed with Psalms and cried to God to execute instant judgment on my enemies. By “Enemy” I mean someone who was cruel to you, not just someone you dislike because, you guys had disagreement.
From my young age, approximately 6 years of age, until today, I have constantly been under attack of one enemy or another. Even though I’m surrounded by devoted family and friends, there’s always that one person who’s tormenting my life. As a child, it was always my aunts, uncles, or friends who bullied me. As an adult, in relationships and friendships. I have dealt with narcissists and witchcrafts. Recently, upon revisiting my past, I came to the realization that this is the issue that I have been battling for years. I asked God, “why”? What is it about me that I had to deal with many cruel people in life?
